I will do whatever it takes to keep us together .

Hey people , dont every message me anymore .
Both phones get confiscated , ): Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
Now i wonder why , why must i lie over and over again .
I wanna stop lying , but i just cant stop it .
Just because of a lie , many problems came out .
Alot of things come to my mind . I thought , yesterday i have a nice peaceful sleep and today i will be okay .
In the end , i was wrong . Alot of things still bothering me .
Hm , should i transfer ?
Now my parents allowed me to give me the decision if i wanna transfer .
If i want , my parents will immediately write a letter to say i want transfer .
Sigh , i dont know . I feel kind of comfortable in my school now .
But yet , i got th feeling to transfer to another school .
And ya , next week from tuesday to ( 1week later ) i will not be free . Going oversea .
I may think that this lie wont cause so much trouble , but yet , it causes alot . D: